I want to find my own pace instead of feeling this twisted tug-o-war. I feel manipulated right now not having my own stand. I’m sick of the commentaries I have to deal with on a daily bases, I’ve just about had it.
Constantly telling me I should dump him if I’m not interested is seriously pissing me off. Saying I have no sense of family because I’m out every night….wtf… I can not deal with my mother right now.
Sometimes I feel like I have no idea or sense of what happiness and emotions are or how to find them in this world.